About me

I intentionally address the mystic to be or become consciously awake within every human being, for us to unite and co-create the genuine cosmoholistic life on Earth we ought to give our children our grandchildren our grand-grandchildren our grand-grand-grandchildren…

My body was conceived during a beautiful summer day in a beautiful forest and was born the 11th of April 1946 in Sweden. When I reflect about my life, my life story seems like a fairytale, magical and arduous, which might be very worthwhile to share. This presentation though is from the angle of my spiritual inner call, the mystical core in me.

A Native Mystic 

Native: from the very birth; Mystic: an innate spiritual connection beneath what is observable by the ordinary senses.

Fortunately I am one amongst native mystics living on Earth who has come to realise and comprehend this phenomenon. I imagine that there are many native mystics amongst humans who like me had or have lots of difficulties in the ordinary western society that do not count on such a nature. I assume that all newborns are native mystics but mostly forget or lose their mystical connection when not cultivated within their social environment. My experience is that the mystical connection restores or awakes when in contact with mystics or their messages. I surmise that through the internet-portal mystics and their messages from all cultures ancient as well as present are  at the heart of human evolution. To me all human beings are potential conscious mystics. I am sure that anyone at some moment suddenly can experience a beyond ordinary senses Divine or Cosmic connection and I sense it is the ultimate quantumized state of the entire humanity.

A résumé about my life from my own inner point of view

My life ever since childhood has been an adventurous inner journey into the most magical and miraculous experiences as well as into many deep experiences of  “the dark night of the soul”. For many years I felt very lonely in this materialistic oriented and compart-mentalized culture I am born and educated in.

How to be a contributing social human being, to be authentically at service, became more and more frustrating the more I understood of the complexity of the modern civilization and the more i realized that

• we human beings are completely dependent on Mother Earth and each other
• we in the present modern human society are not educated to live in coherence with the Cosmic laws of nature
• within human life there is real and potential extreme sufferings parallel with real and potential extreme intelligence and creativity
• I am unavoidable part of humanity and the influence of the development of our global culture

My inner connection in solitude was the only place where I could find real peace and experience the magic of human life that gave me motivation to socialize in many creative ways, even though I could not feel at home in the modern western lifestyle and mostly experienced that I was going against the stream.

From an inner unlimited urge and inner guiding I gracefully during my life came across different circumstances;, contexts, scriptures, mystics or extraordinary human beings and ventures that nurtured and connected with my native mystic state or spiritual qualities and dimensions. I was though questioning my inner guiding and in many ways denied myself due respect, until I was able to fully recognize and fully acknowledge the native mystic in me that fortunately never gave up…

In my early 20th I received some inner clear messages; that I would get all answers during my life; that there was something important I should remember; that I should write some kind of philosophy using vocabulary in a way that should address all kinds of people (as I understood not as an academic philosopher), but I had to wait until after I was 50, as there were crucial life experiences I had to have first; that I was here on Earth to be part of a very important change in humanity.

Intuitively I felt the relevance as some very profound mystical experiences in my childhood and teens had prepared something within me. Intuitively I also perceived a contact with what I should remember but it was definitely not clear, rather hidden in some kind of mental fogginess. From deep within I however made a commitment to trust these messages even though I could not grasp what it all really meant.

It has taken me 45 years of extraordinary engagements and incredible but also extreme hard inner work, learnings and amazing revealing insights to realize the profoundness of these received inner messages, a profoundness unimaginable for me at that time in my early 20th. Today I know that I share with many human sisters and brothers having such or similar experiences, even though our life stories may be very different. What is clear to me today is that I for sure am in the phase of consciously being part of a huge transformational change for humanity…

Life circumstances have taught me that;

• Life on Earth is full of unpredicted unavoidable arduous challenges as well as incredible opportunities
• I cannot escape my own life
• My life influences the lives of others…

As a western woman in the multicultural, and in so many ways challenging and difficult times of today’s world, I accept being one of hopefully countless pioneers breaking new grounds for a quantum leap into a “new age” paradigm life.

“New age” is often referred to as something dopey, but we cannot deny being in a paradigm shift into a complete new age for humanity on Planet Earth.  Whatever we call it, it is entering into our lives in a velocity and intensity that needs profound ways for us Human Beings to be healed from such as unconsciousness, ignorance and arrogance and give birth to our cosmoholistic potentials.

Are we humans inviting our entirely Cosmic Holistic Human Consciousness and Potentials to Blossom?… From my depth I say YES…  and I chose to believe that this is the time for humanity to share and co-create… to meet challenges and changes together and really learn about and give birth to a cosmoholistic conscious and synchronized humanity, a genuine cosmoholistic worldview and genuine existential welfare.

In my present human incarnation, I profoundly acknowledge myself;

• being a native mystic/yogini/tantrica and a cosmoholist while allowing myself to deeply experience myself being a human being and a woman and now also an elder
• having an inner urge and willingness to reveal and transcend my blind spots, ignorance, arrogance and other shortcomings and unfold my potentials
• being dedicated in the human progress-process to overcome stagnating ignorance and connect to the inner light we all are and be a cosmoholistic conscious and earthly grounded intimate co-creator within all kinds of relationships in the direction of existential welfare for all beings
• having the call and capacity of being a channel or instrument for inspiring lectures, workshops, sessions and writings

Individual authenticity and resilient social growth

Can I ever deny that the centre in my life is me, no matter how holistic or altruistic I manage to live my life? Even if I hold The Divine, The Creator or the Supreme Light to be the centre of my life, is it still not me united with this human body I am operating, that is the very centre in my life on Earth? To the extent I consent to and respect that so it is, will I be able to also respect and validate you being the centre in your life?  I will say that only then mutual genuine empathy and love can flow.  Many of us might be so accustomed to somehow be treated as gadgets in the segregated industrial society, so that we are not used to consciously being aware of our real selves.

I will claim that we have the potential of authentically and intimate relate, communicate and co-create, when based on mutual sheer realization that you are the very centre in your life and I am the very centre in my life. A profound realization and awakening to this outlook, might be the very Gordian Knot that opens a new door to an authentic united humanity; a humanity based on complete listening to our deepest Selves, each other, Mother Earth, our Cosmic Universe and The Uniting Divine Light.

I welcome you into my life; into the authenticity and co-creative intimacy that quantum leaps into and fosters a genuine cosmoholistic conscious and resilient human society. We are all Divine Sparks magically incarnated into Cosmos, into Mother Earth and into operating our human bodies and manifesting the society we live in…

Love and light

Bi-Ma